It’s been a while,
a lot of shit has happened, but a lot of it’s not important. saturday i was sitting on the beach in the middle of a storm drinking a beer and the storm passed, but the waves were still insane and the sky was still crazy with lighting literally everywhere. there wasn’t any thunder and all i could hear was the waves. i was the only one on the beach for miles and it was possibly one of the most beautiful and calming things of my life. i want to relive that moment. you know, nothing mattered. i did not give a fuck about a damn thing. i had no worries. no stress. i had nothing, and it was everything i thought it’d be. i’ll find who i am supposed to be one day. i’ll find true happiness one day. i’ll find success in one way or another one day. one day i’ll be who i dreamed i could always be.
this is my last post ever.
bye <3
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Hey anon,
first off what you said made no god damned sense.
second off, why the fuck is everything MY FAULT
YOU don’t know what the fuck happened to ME.
do you think that there is actually one morning that i wake up and don’t feel worthless?
do you think that i look in the mirror and like who i am?
do you think that i’m at all satisfied with the decisions i’ve made?
you forget one thing asshole, the shit goes both ways.
i got fucked over so many times too.
so you can go fuck yourself, keep your fucking mouth shut unless you know what the fuck you’re talking about.
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iamdragon replied to your post: iamdragon replied to your post: iamdragon replied…
you definitely should :) and then we can hang out!
sounds like a plan! it’s kind of scary tbh
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-collateraldamage asked: SMILE, BE HAPPY, YAY <3.
(:
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iamdragon replied to your post: iamdragon replied to your post: i’m about to apply…
i’m sure you’ll find something. hmmm well i was born and raised in northern california and i prefer it over southern california, but it’s all about what you make of it.
i mean it’s not like it can suck! at least not worse than north carolina. besidess i hear the weather is nice so i should probably try :D
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iamdragon replied to your post: i’m about to apply to a bunch of studios in la and…
YESSS! come to california :)
I’m legit calling everyone i know to see if they have any leads on places to look haha
i’ve never been though, what if i hate it?!
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i’m about to apply to a bunch of studios in la and san fran.
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me and my friends have our own like language. it’s weird.
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michaeljosephcano:
Cookies in bed are fun until CRUMBS EVERYWHERE
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i’ve never been able to write a happy song.
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